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I need help covering rent, bills, debts, and food costs while i anticipate top surgery recovery (October) and unemployment during that time. Thank you for everything, thank you for being here <3

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21, he/him, demisexual agender boy

I'm Et, or Etienne Chelsea. Have you ever read Autobiography of Red by Anne Carson? Geryon's life parallels mine to a frightening T. This has little to do with him: i love being fucked. The adrenlaine is usually what i'm after, but intimacy is what i really crave. I love being bound, used, abused, beat, penetrated, touched, teased. I love being toyed with in tangles of psychosexual scenes that leave me feeling raw.; between demisexuality and a near-inability to relax, it's a good home for me. Take me into the woods, take me into your car, your cabin, your studio, your living room. Get me on my knees and tell me you see me, you know me, a horny little slut, a good boy, a boy who needs you to touch him.

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Once i recover from top surgery, i intend to move into video porn, and i'm very excited. I intend to collaborate with others for the bulk of it, but until my chest is flat i feel deeply uncomfortable at all angles. Photographs help capture a single moment in which i can freeze and disguise my body, but once i move the illusion is gone. Movement in the key in porn, even if someone is "immobile"; as in, skin ripples, muscles tense, eyelashes flutter, and even latex betrays flexes. Video aside, i'm even thrilled by the prospect of expanding photoshoots, where i definitely feel at home for the time being. I'll be able to shoot more robust, elaborate scenes, poses, outfits, teases, etc. Thank you for being here